As you can tell from the speed I update the blog these days, there's not much going on. Just some minor discomforts and irritations.
But I've been having some dilemmas. (I always misspell this word but maybe this time I'll be lucky...) Well, not exactly. As close as they can be.
I really want to study, but when I open the textbooks, I lose all motivations. Econ txt is not that bad but psych... man. How can they screw it up so badly? Don't even get me started on math txt. It's really, really f'd up. I'm pretty sure both psych and math txt books were chosen without having been scrutinized. Psych txt book has a little section summary attached to each one and it actually has summarized the 'functions' of this txt book.
Seriously, man... aren't they supposed to put those in the preface or something? Why would they put in the middle of talking about psychology? The preface is pretty long too, so why not just slip it in there? I don't understand. If this author is knowledgeable in psychology, he should've been more careful in putting this book together. I cannot imagine why it should be so unbearably boring. Pysch was supposed to be fun! Now it's one of my worst subjects... so far.
And math... Okay, maybe it's because we've been talking about limits and the prof is not that efficient in teaching us... Still.
Let's just say thank god econ book is okay.
Psych prof already gave us essay topics. It's due November. We haven't even learned most of these and she expects us to finish it within a month... That's just great. I begin to feel like we're lab rats in her experiment - to see if we can actually finish them decently. I really hate psych class... I want to drop it but there's nothing else to take. Other subjects are even worse. I keep saying hopefully hopefully over and over again. It's not helping!
But I guess there's nothing else left for me but just to hope and do my job...
A moment ago Natalie and Ryiko came by and told me how it went in London. Apparently Natalie and Elaina's hostel was horrible beyond imagination. Now I know I'll have to book holiday inn or best western. With my roommate Fiona too, we talked about how much we long to go real shopping and about our former favourtie clothing lines. I was feeling a little down lately but right now I feel slightly better. I think today was the loudest we've ever been in our room...
